Post by Bellamy Shaw on Oct 3, 2016 11:28:08 GMT
Bellamy Anne Shaw
PLAY BY: Meghan Ory
♦ THE BASICS ♦
AGE: 87 (Turned at 27)
GENDER: Female
ORIENTATION: Homosexual
POSITION: Praetor for the Magistrate
RACE: Vampire♦ THE FREEFORM ♦dancing to the leap of faith"I asked.”
“You asked?”
“Yes.”
“You asked to be turned?”
“Is that odd?” She laughed, then. Almost cutely; “It certainly can’t be a new concept.”
“Normally - if such a thing occurs - it’s done out of pity. Or health. Or love.”
“I hadn’t any of those reasons.”
“Then why did you ask?”
“I didn’t like humanity. I didn’t like how lonely it was. How terrible people were. They had no poison in their veins yet they were poisonous. Isn’t that funny?” Was it? She glanced with a sense that it must have been; “I lived alone. I had no family - at least, none but a brother I’d never properly met - and no reason to enjoy living as every human lived.”
“So you chose to live forever.”
“I asked to live forever.”
“But why?”
Another laugh. Sweet. Beautiful; “Because I wanted to outlive the poison.”i ain't sorry“My life before doesn't matter. You could ask me what I was doing before everything happened, and I couldn't tell you. Time flies, and corners start to fade. Everything that doesn't matter or didn't matter starts to dissipate. What mattered most was what happened afterwards. I was looked after for years before I wanted more than just to be part of a family. I always hold that and them in my heart, of course, but everyone has to be on their own at some point.”your love has grown cold“Love is crazy. The bond is indescribable, and so is the feeling; you just don’t know until it’s something you’re going through, and then you feel like you know it all. And then you think you can explain it to everyone; you also think you’re above the world.”
“Not just the actual emotion, but the way the idea of it plays on your mind too. We should maybe think about that. How you think what you feel is one thing, and that one thing blinds you so hard.”
”I loved her so much. But she was way too far out of reach.”now i'm hell proof“Let me be clear; I don't dislike humans. I care enough about them to understand their importance and ensure it’s maintained.”
“I also care a very great deal for every turned individual left to fend for themselves. It's a responsibility one should never take lightly; I've never done it for that very reason. You will always know that person. You will always feel locked to them on some level. You can't replace them, but you're the one who looks after them, you can come close. There are two approaches.”
“You can be hard and harsh and unforgiving and forceful. A bully. Mean. You can belittle and berate the newborns in their own naivety. You can build on the hatred they already feel for their own abandonment. Sometimes, you absolutely have to.”
“Or, you can be kind. You can care. These individuals need the attention they deserved that they never got, or you run the risk of breeding a kind of subcategory of revenge driven children you don't understand the very real concept of the families that run so deep here.”
“I think that's why I was recommended for that job, because that belief was so known of me by someone much, much greater.”♦ THE PLAYER ♦
USERNAME: Eddie
AGE GROUP: Twenty-Five
EXPERIENCE: Tenyrs
WHERE DID YOU FIND US? Bae
